Okay, so I broke up with my boyfriend like three weeks ago , he said that he still wanted to be friends and I agreed with him.  Then a week and a half after that he started dating one of my really good friends here and then three days after that they slept together.  I found out, did'nt care, he's not my problem anymore.  But the thing is that the boy will no get within 3 feet of me.  I will say hi how u doin' he'll answer and then walk away.  He won't even look at me. WTF is up with that?

Tags: broke up, evil ex
Current Mood: angry

 You know that feeling you get when you feel dead.  You feel nothing, no emotion, no pain, nothing.  That's what I'm feeling now.  I'm not sure why but it may have to do with the fact that I could not sleep last night and went to bed at four in the morning and had to wake up at seven. SEVEN! That's three hours of sleep people! I'm and eight hours of sleep needed a night kind of girl.  I hate it when you get no sleep the night before and you do not feel tired.  I know that tomorrow is going to be hell on Earth for me.  It's just not natural.  Speaking of which Supernatural is on tonight and I have managed not to let Moony spoil what is going to happen.   I much more exicited this week becasue it's going to be a surprise.  I love surprises. And Jensen Ackels but that's a different story altogether. 

Tags: dead feeling, suprnatural
Current Location: Mitchell library
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: none

Okay, I have so much to do and so little time to  do it in.  I have like thirty pages of phycology notes to catch up on and only today to do it in.  Plus I missed two classes on monday. Don't yell at me people it was for a good reason. I was at a funeral.  But I missed my calc class an now I'm not sure if i will be able to catch up.  God I hope so.  I'll die if I fail.  My grades are the only things I have to be proud of.  

Tags: funeral, proud grades
Current Mood: frustrated

So, I'm sick, and I know exactly how it happened.  I took a sip of my cousin's mountain dew last sunday.  Sure he was perfectly healthy, but no matter what he gets me sick.  So now I am at work with a runny nose and a wicked sore throat.   And I can't do anything about it because I'm at school and I have a very limited supply of medicine, which compromises of sinus congestion stuff and cold medicine. And all I really need right now are some cough drops.  It would be heavenly if I had some cough drops.  I would suck on them and my throat, and my throat, would feel nice and sooled, that too how do you spell that?.  

Anyway, besides being sick I'm really worried about my mom because our friend Priscilla just died and I know that she's not holding up well.  I want to be home just so Ican be there if she needed a shoulder to cry on becasue Lord knows she can't count on my dad or brother.  I really hope that she ends up okay.  She's had a hard time with everything since my uncle died and now this.  I don't know what she's going to do.  I just hope she can keep control of her life and put these deaths on the side of her and let them lead her to a good, long, and healthy life.  I just love her so much and I know our entire family, not just immediate but extended to my dad's and her's and my friends would be in entropy.  I just came back to school two days ago and I'm already really worried about her.  

Tags: cough drops, mom, priscilla, sick, worried
Current Location: Mitchell library
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: none

Hi people that know me its Monkey! 
   Today is a new day. That is my new motto to help me get throught the rough times.  I've been doing well in college even though I have been procrastinating a lot.  I hate psychology and love biology.  I haven't really mede any really good friends yet and it's really kind of upsetting.  I have no one to talk to when I'm feeling sad or when I just want to get out of my room.  I have very little social life and now I  pretty much just sit in my room all day and then hang around with the drunk people at night cause they're funny to watch.  

Tags: drunk people, no friends, procrastinating, sad, today is a new day
Current Location: School Library
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: None